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having a bad headache since this afternoon .
maybe because of thinking too much .
i just can't think straight now .
i'm so tired .. just so tired of everything .
mentally and physically ..
questions of ' why ' and ' what ifs ' are battling in my mind .
i feel so helpless to be talking to a blog post .
i don't dare to confine anything into anyone anymore ..
i'm afraid that they might be just like you ; thinking that i'm just an emotional wreck and then just walk away from me ..
but i know that no matter what , i'll have to be strong ..
because people out there prey on your weakness/flaws/sadness and rub into it .
why are others insults towards you still hurts me so much ?
i guess i overestimated myself , i still can't let you go .